We got some help with our bills finally. What usually happens with us is we will be flat broke for a long, long time, and we will have no idea if we are going to make it. Then (at the eleventh hour it seems sometimes) God will come through, and we will be fine. I think He does that to make us trust him. If everything was perfect all the time (maybe not perfect exactly) than we would have no reason to turn to God. That being said, I know that my husband and I have a lot to be thankful for. We have more than most of the worlds population, and we have a good relationship with each other. Personally, I'd rather have my husband than be rich.