mammon

Last night at church, they were talking about how when you are holding onto your money (I don't mean this in a prosperity gospel way)and not trusting that God will take care of you is unbelief. I know I talk about money a lot, but for us, it's been a big thing to trust God, and realize what you actually need, and don't need. Granted you need it for a lot of things, and it's really hard to move forward with projects without supplies. As an example, my husband is working on his portfolio for film school, he needs to make copies of his projects, can't pay for them without money. Not a need (like we won't die or anything), but it's something that you can't exactly do.

We aren't rich by any means, we're both looking for more hours, or different jobs, but that's to pay off debts, not to afford a certain lifestyle. Big difference. But compared to a lot of people, we have so much.